2005-09-03
Chaos Chaos Chaos
So I am alive and almost well after camp. Yay! The hardest part was limiting my shower time.
In all actuality, I did learn stuff. It just took a day or two for my nerves to calm down a bit and be able to listen to God. I've come to the conclusion that I can be sad and not shut out God: I can be excited about IVFC and community and a PLAN and such without feeling "my" best. It's not about "me"... I just happen to be m very own built-in dessert place (as in the sand not the pie. yumm, pie!)
So maybe while I'm feeling icky God is around, too.
I will type more later. I'm not moved into REZ yet, just staying with some wonderfull people... who currently aren't around. It's SO WEIRD being in someone's house when they're not there! I want to touch their stuff. And the scary part is they'd be cool with that lol. But it's going to be a crazy week - busses don't run tomorrow or the next day, and in that space I need to get my keys, take my stuff from here to there, go to Darc's and get my stuff from there, and then taxi up to the University. Also, I need: food and school suplies. And to a lesser extent, new clothes. Class starts tuesday and I am SO not ready,
suzza at 5:56 p.m.